Today I write again.. Can’t tell you how privileged and spoiled I feel to just relax and veg and write at my leisure here this summer of 2018 at AJ’s home. I feel inspired beyond measure. I now have four different friends who are working on writing projects from Novels to screenplays to non fiction to ghost writing and it feels so good to have others in my circle now who GET where I am coming from when I speak of this passion we have inside to create content. Four years ago today It was only a couple months into publish and i had a huge flurry of excited readers who had been waiting for my book to hit the stands/ebook. Here’s one message.. I cannot TELL you what messages like this and many other messages of support over the years mean and MEANT to me as a first-time author at age 65!! It motivated me to carry on with book 2 (which is still in progress and will eventually be a feature film) and the rest of the series, It has inspired me and told me it was all worth it!! Here was the post to me.. ~~ Lisa […]
Last chemo! May 29, 2001 in Halifax, Nova Scotia It seems like yesterday…In Halifax…9 months and three surgeries with the fight..and a follow up heart attack… I was too shell shocked to celebrate this final poison cocktail for that’s how you live when you are fighting cancer..Shell shocked. But HERE I AM, my loves.. Alive. Kicking. and thriving…. And ready to start my next 17 years cancer free!!!!
The blessings are everywhere–the magic all around in Pammyland and YOUR land. Come join me.. Let’s open our hearts to the love of our friends and family and new adventures over this last weekend in May, 2018. Leave work behind and revel in the other part of your life. Those moments abound everywhere when we live life large and in curiosity and EXPECT these serendipitous happenings!! In our daily life we must give pain and despair the finger–climb on top of it. Let it be YOUR bitch–not the other way around.. Allow the magic and miracles to RULE!! Live with a na na naaa na naaaaaaaaaaaaaa naaaaaaa attitude!! Intent! Focus! Manifest! Let’s be PPEN to the wonder of what the next 48 could bring!! Wheeeeee…
When I was little I was full of excited anticipation, All the time, breathless for the future.. My mind was full of visions of a life far beyond the small family farm we were fortunate to be raised and nurtured on.. My dear, precious mother would look in my eyes..and talk to me –without moving her lips– She told me to be.. -Unafraid…of becoming whatever I dreamed of–in each stage of my eternity -Unrestrained..in sharing my love and beliefs–spreading my word and the bits of knowledge and experience I gathered over my lifetime.. And -Unapologetic if I stepped beyond boundaries and over thresholds others thought a woman of my station should ever imagine. What a gift she gave me… Thank you, my Guardian Angel. My precious Mother. For being there–as you are even today… Always THERE..
Author Pamela Lee’s testimony speaks for hundreds and thousands of women all over the world. Will this down-toearth, caring, kindhearted maiden’s future be “filled with love? Or filled with unspeakable despair?” The Highest Mountain; the Deepest Valley The Void of a Broken Heart The picture-perfect family. It’s one of the most desired, attainable, and ideal images conceivable to the human heart and spirit, with many of us dreaming and fantasizing of establishing our own family someday. Just like Annie Magyar. This piercing and emotive autobiography unfolds the many diverse chapters of Author Pamela Lee’s eventful and gripping story, with Annie Magyar, the main character, representing the author. As a youngling, Annie lives blanketed in unadulterated love, happy and content with an abundance of compassion, and securely nestled in the safety of principle, nourishment, family, and tradition. Immediately, it’s easy to interpret that she (who also goes by the name ‘Annie’; ‘Anna Belle’, ‘Anna Lee’ and ‘J’ throughout the story) is indeed a spirited leader with a genuine, zealous will to live life happy, and to the fullest degree! In the beginning, Author Lee efficiently exemplifies the natural “infectious” internal light little Annie possesses by recapping the earlier years of her […]
In order to view the world in the abstract–looking past the obvious to find the miraculous–it IS necessary to walk the path unbeaten.. The truth is, others simply see the forest. We who are aware and accepting and expecting of miracles see that one gigantic, majestic oak-that began as an acorn. No matter how humble our beginnings, we each have the ability to be–massive. It is only in the finding of what has been within our soul from the beginning. And manifesting.. Onwards… ~~~~~Pamela November 5, 2012..
It hurts WHEN I CAN’T WRITE!!!! I feel bereft. Like I am missing something vital to me. Like I feel when I am not in love. So my sad heart is soothed today for I can.. In normal circumstances it has been my habit each day to be aware– To listen– To read– To observe– To focus and then pick words out of the air–like fireflies, that sparkle all around me. I collect words—sound-bites to my soul. —–and then put them to page. So today–I write……. Because I can. Pamela
A…ww, yes..as y’all know this is the credo of this new Gypsy Soul of today but also it truly has been my life over the decades with the “I’ll-try-anything-once”” career gal of yesteryear. Lfe can be an adventure–or a a drift-through.. It’s all about choice. SO grateful that since i was of an age of realization, my Momma gave me permission to realize that it’s OK to live this way, To take chances and just GO for things– My first challenge was to go for the part of Mary at the Christmas concert at our one room school when I was 7…and I got the part and a taste of overcoming the fear and assuming success instead! The rest is history– Yep, wayyyyyy back when I was a kid. she said “Pammy, ANYTHING is possible if you only try and never give up.” Or words to that effect. . And I BELIEVED HER….. TRY IT, yourself! Go off that beaten path, Pishaw on your comfort zone. You will NOT be sorry!!. smile emoticon:)) TRUST ME!!! Onwards in Pammyland.. I could go back to work to pay for the latest repair to my old car… Or I could just stay here […]
I LOVE NEW DAYS!!! New beginnings. Clean slates– Today, going into this weekend in early September, 2017, is a day of looking in the mirror, with my dear Jenn in mind, practicing affirmation… WE USED TO DO IT EVERY SINGLE DAY TOGETHER.. SO THIS ONE IS FOR you JENNIFER, who we lost just yesterday, 2016. At age 48…YOU HAD just GOT A NIEW JOB…so..it’s a whatif.. This one is also for we ladies and gents who are in transition this new season with this fresh new page.. I am right now Dressing for that affirmation of success in my mind–seeing my style and look in Pammyland of yesteryear.. As I prepared to start my day today–I looked back to other decades in my life when I had earned the right to run my own corporations with 70 employees in my roster. Or preparing to teach as I set up a training class somewhere in some hotel room in some city in Canada. Or writing the next scene for the stage show i had produced.. And here I am now–a simple writer.. Writing the next scene for the next book in the series.. Before this morning I would have said–“”my life […]
Excerpt–Book 2-JWalking..on Bowrings–St. John. Annie is frantic in trying to keep up with all the notes she craves to make, having no typewriter with her and having to print slowly so she can read it down the road. People always tease her that her penmanship is like a doctor’s henpecks on script paper. In that way that she has of using imagery to her advantage, she has described the amazing, world-class Water Street while sitting on a park bench on the oldest commercial street in North America, St. John’s itself having that distinction. She can’t believe the size of the Bowring store here on the rock. It is massive! Annie’s sure it was easily as large as any Canadian Tire she has ever seen whereas all the Bowring outlets scattered between New Brunswick, Prince Edward Island, and Nova Scotia are much smaller, stylized more boutique like. Established way back in 1811 it is a rare bird in Canadian retailing, being a five generational enterprise. Wowser! She entered at the front of the Bowring’s facing Water Street which was as upscale, classy, glassy and modern as any flagship store she had seen in Toronto, Calgary or Vancouver. She would later discover […]